Beats Me (Not Today)

Every dark secret I take from you is much uglier than the previous one

But I'm afraid of my secrets. I don't know when my insides lie

I always hide myself on a balcony, I always speak to the stars

When I'm alone I can say what I want, and I'd rather not listen to you

And that beats me, beats me, beats me!

This situation is intolerable

And that beats me, beats me, beats me!

This situation is awful

I am fool again cause I'm in love

I don't know why you say goodbye

When I say hello

But now I know that it's my fault

These tragedies are problems

They should be solved!

Not, not today

Not, not today

But one day I'll change it

I'll change it!

Not, not today

Not, not today

But one day I'll change it

I'll change it!

There was a time when I thought I was kind but I don't think it's right

Now I'm alone. Again. It is sad. There is a girl I love who loves me and who says me

I was good but now I'm bad. I feel sorry for myself. I need the time machine

To get people to excuse me cause I'm ashamed. This time I need hours just to

Wait until my heart become iced. If you want to drink cola with ice

Take a part of ice from my heart. I'll never be a hero I used to be

And that beats me, beats me, beats me!

This situation is intolerable

And that beats me, beats me, beats me!

This situation is awful

I am fool again cause I'm in love

I don't know why you say goodbye

When I say hello

But now I know that it's my fault

These tragedies are problems

They should be solved!

Not, not today

Not, not today

But one day I'll change it

I'll change it!

Not, not today

Not, not today

But one day I'll change it

I'll change it!

I know there is no end. Every time I see you I apologize

Then I try to change myself to something better. But it doesn't matter

What I say. I am still that liar who hates the lies. I thought I've changed

When we were together we felt something we will never feel again

And this is my fault. I spoil mar our pleasure each time I see you

I found a solution! Let's never meet each other again

We'll never feel each other's love and pain

And that beats me, beats me, beats me!

This situation is intolerable

And that beats me, beats me, beats me!

This situation is awful

I am fool again cause I'm in love

I don't know why you say goodbye

When I say hello

But now I know that it's my fault

These tragedies are problems

They should be solved!

Not, not today

Not, not today

But one day I'll change it

I'll change it!

Not, not today

Not, not today

But one day I'll change it

I'll change it!

And that beats me, beats me, beats me!

This situation is intolerable

And that beats me, beats me, beats me!

This situation is awful

I am fool again cause I'm in love

I don't know why you say goodbye

When I say hello

But now I know that it's my fault

These tragedies are problems

They should be solved!

Not, not today

Not, not today

But one day I'll change it

I'll change it!

Not, not today

Not, not today

But one day I'll change it

I'll change it!